We hit turbulence

I'm listening to turbulence. Its an early Monday afternoon and I am going to attempt to cook lunch for 2. Not the best idea considering I rarely cook and I don't have much of any idea how to toss, flip or do anything fancy. I have a couple of photos to sum up my weekend, had a movie marathon on Friday, a dinner at 1 altitude on Sat and 2 parties and another dinner at Fairmont yesterday. Its back to the most dreadful day of the week, where I have my lazy butt in check all over again.

So anyway I thought I'd answer a couple of questions that seems like what is FAQs to me.

Denise, don't you ever wear make up?
Well, I don't. Reason being is I have terribly sensitive skin and  my eyes aren't the easiest to draw.

Who are you dating now?
If I said no one would you believe me? If no, take a wild guess.

Why aren't you updating your blog?
I haven't had the time to do so. I only do it when time persists me to :<

Where are you studying and what are you doing?
I am a student at Curtin University of Technology, now known as Curtin University, majoring in Film and Television and PR.

You are so pale and you look sick.
Hahaha I love this one. Well blame it on my grandma, she's the one that's half dutch. You have no idea how some people would kill just to be fair. If given the choice, I'd like to be moderate.

I can't install your template on my blog. What's wrong? It keeps saying error.
I've answered this one many times. You are probably using the new blogger so go to Design > Edit Html > Revert to classic template. Paste the codes in and walah, done.

What camera are you using?
Olympus e450. 

Do you bring your camera everywhere you go?
Yes I do. Except for school.

You have great skin. How do you maintain it?
Honestly I'm not trying to be modest but I don't. I have hyper sensitive skin so I stay away from what i'm allergic to. I don't hve a skin regime but washing your face with normal and scrub facial foams and the occasional toner does the trick for me.

You are so skinny.
People like you make me want ot give up ever watching my weight. Haha, have you seen me in flesh?
I'm not. I eat anything I like, go heavy on dessert, love oily food, gotta love kueh pisang and sizzling apple crumble. I love food. I spend most of my allowance on it. Possibly 4/5?

There, so those are the few. If you have anything to ever ask, don't hesitate. Pictures under the cut.

Strangers again

"I think that if life seperates us and if we end up in totally different places, i'll always remember when our plans align for this period of time. And I'll always be thankful for that. And hope wherever you are, you'll be thankful too.

xx

D

Ocean sized love

Incase you don't already know, I'm a huge sucker for old films. I love horror and gore but it only comes in at closest, second. I haven't had the time to document anything with my camera lately because work's been piling up quite a bit. Just seocnds ago, I was on tumblr and read a quote by Ghandi.

“You must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty.”

In a really funny way, it made my morning and it made sense. There are people you'll meet who would kill just to see you fall. And I read another yesterday that said life would be so much easier if we all just stopped caring. I think if you still can carry on to love and care event if someone or some people tries/try to put you down a million times, you're pretty darn amazing. Its not a battle of whether good triumphs evil, its a battle for change and not revenge. I guess in my day, people have tried to resurrect the green eyed monster in me but at the end of it all, jealousy escapes me, all that remains is a depressing sense of disappointment that shifts the way I perceive people. Which is a mistake. I'll should never lose faith in humanity, cause its an ocean. It stretches on forever, I have to sail further and there, I know I'll meet the right people.

Perfectly imperfect, sane and sincere.
I'm going to download Ghandi 1982 and watch Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde.
Have a Good Friday, its a long weekend so keep safe.

xx

D

"I am the patron saint of lost causes"

Its been awhile since I had such a fiesty combination of Mexican and Ice cream. Didn't do much grace to my stomach but hard tacos are..I'll say it. Orgasmic. I could just have the tacho shell without the fillings! The previous week for me was fun. I love the little breaks I give myself. If lazing were a course of study, I'd do it. Anyone would, really. Brought Susan to club for the very first time last week. Everyone was generous and we all had heaps of fun, including the mascot who clearly was the dj's best friend. Our legs were so sore from jumping, I can't wait for Armin this Thursday.

My life has been a constant roll of work, school in and out. Dry as usual. My law test is next week and i'm only on the defences of defamation, assignments are soon to be due, i'm already half way through the semester. Less than 3 more months before I return. I feel the pull holding me back as I slowly settle myself back here. I'm thinking of shutting my blog down, to finally come to a stop in blogging. I know, where will all the food photos go? Facebook maybe? I don't know but somehow the spark to blog has somewhat diminshed. Things have been picking up, the year seems to be getting better. I came across a blog earlier where someone did the exact same changes, proportions, fonts, type of blogging style and even picture sizes I couldn't help but mistake it for my blog. For a second, maybe two. It kickstarts the drive to stop. Hmmm. Its a busy week for me, I'm awaiting my hours of euphoria tomorrow.

For now, its lots of studying to do! But first, a little shuteye.
For those who still read my blog, my love goes out to you.
Oh, have you heard the version of S&M including Britney? Couldn't help but overhear the exclusive on the radio.
Also if you're in for televison's first make under series, youtube bbc's snog.marry.avoid! It'll make your morning, or night.

So, the song above has been replaying in my head all morning.
Over and over again. Like a broken record, literally.
xx

D

"I'm having a facial"

I havent done a vlog in awhile so here's video of Jia and I killing time while waiting for our Maccas. My fingers are drenched from my mcwings. So good! Brain food. Oh and Jia didn't mean it when she said "fuck you". Don't get touchy! Have a great weekend guys.

xx
D

Like the sound of a windmill going round

I realise I haven't had a proper update in awhile now. The desire to blog has diminished slightly. I do blog privately once in a while, only when I sincerely need to vent. With it being 5.18pm on a Monday, I'm sadly home studying for a law test coming up next week. Life's been a little kinder to me with nothing rocketing sky high. My eyes are tired from barely any sleep last night but lately I've been a tad lazy just taking advantage of the free time I have away from assignments. I wouldn't say I'm entirely happy but i'm gradually making my way there which is a good thing, really. Cause lately since the beginning of the year, I've encountered hiccups so often I was starting to think that the reality of my life was as such. I'm learning how to look for the silver linings :)

The privacy of having kept my personal life away from my publishing domain has helped remove its status from the prying. I'm glad I stopped blogging or really twitting about it. I was previously opened to the idea of wearing my heart on my sleeve because I basically have nothing to hide. But, you'll only see it if we ever speak haha which is merely possible.

I feel old listening to deep purple but they're amazing. My chin's higher, my heart feeling less heavy and I constantly remind myself to take each day as it comes. The first 3 months of the year weren't the easiest but since April's arrived, I'm hoping nature doesn't blow its strong winds to knock me over. In about 3 months I'll be back in Perth, i'm excited actually. It puts a smile on my face.

Here's a couple of pictures I collected over the week, there's more but my laptop wiped out all my pictures. How depressing.

I shall stop here.
Have a great week, i'm off to dinner to catch up with a friend I haven't seen for awhile now.

Love,
D.